Day 27 - This month, in great detail

And I'm going to continue to be brief instead. What has happened this past month?

-I continued to work at the same place, doing the same thing. The only new thing is that now we can't take home donated books when they come in. (I wanted to know if I can still take home donated books once they're on the for sale table, but I think it's probably better not to ask.)

-I continued to watch anime somewhat regularly. I know I watched School Rumble. I know I am watching Vampire Princess Miyu and Durarara!!. I'm not sure what else fits into the last month.

-I continued to read books now and then. I re-read Kissing Doorknobs, which is the hilarious and fascinating story of a girl with OCD. I'm reading The Fellowship of the Ring. Before those were ... the Moribito books, I suppose?

-I am watching the pets since my parents are pet/house-sitting. Only one more week ...

I don't know what else there is to say about my month.

Tonight the fog is so thick I can only just see my mailbox. The high school across the street is barely visible, and the sign in front of it looms out of the mist like some ancient monument. It's really rather cool.

Day 28 - This year, in great detail
Day 29 - Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy
Your week, in great detail? I don't feel like it o.o

Basically, this week I already talked about anything significant in blurbs beneath the entries for each day. I worked four days. I took care of the dog. I watched too much garbage TV and spent too much time surfing the web. If there was more, I've forgotten it already. There is not enough to differentiate the days once they have become the past.

My emotional state has been pretty brittle lately. I keep getting teary-eyed over nothing. I don't know what's wrong with me; I'm not usually like this. I do everything I can to avoid the things that are plaguing me, but I can't avoid them forever. They're not going to go away on their own. One of these days I need to stop being a coward and face the things that I'm afraid of. I just don't know how yet.

For now I'm just (sort of, but not really) watching the Oscars and trying to ignore the dog who keeps pestering me.

Next Saturday I'm planning on hanging out with some friends downtown. I think this will be really good for me. I need to get out of the house; I need to be around people who I can call my friends. (Because being around people at the library doesn't do much positive for me.) Maybe I'm just being a whiner, but I haven't felt so low in a long time.

Still to go:

Day 27 - This month, in great detail
Day 28 - This year, in great detail
Day 29 - Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

... Don't expect much from tomorrow's entry either.
Ah, another one of these days, and another entry that I almost forgot to make and thus don't feel like spending much time on ...
Chatterings and incomplete AMVs )
Just one?
Day 23 - A YouTube Video )
There are a whole lot of websites I visit on a regular basis (some I would not post here because they are a waste of time and suck your life away, heh), but here's one that I don't talk about much that I really enjoy and would recommend to just about anyone:
Day 22 - A Website )
I've been meaning to cook/bake more, but I never really get to it ...
Day 21 - A Recipe )
Reading, playing video games, writing, watching stupid TV, bugging my cat ...
Day 20 - A Hobby of Yours )
Today I had a mini-breakdown because I thought Matsuka, my laptop, died. This afternoon, just like last night, it suddenly turned off for no discernible reason. I left it alone for a few hours, but when I went to turn it on in the evening ... nothing happened. I pressed the on button again and again with no response. I was panicked and beginning to cry. I went upstairs to turn on the family computer to get online and distract myself. But naturally, I couldn't get Matsuka off my mind, so I returned downstairs to check everything -- did the outlet work, did the surge protector work, was the plug in -- all were in place -- did the adapter -- oh, wait. The little green light on the adapter wasn't on. Upon further examining the adapter, I realized that the cord running into the adapter had been knocked loose -- it wasn't hanging out enough to be obvious from just a glance, but it wasn't properly in its slot. Ohhh. The gentle whirring of a booting computer has never sounded so sweet.
Day 19 - A Talent of Yours )
Hmmm, what to post today?
Just say no to drugs, kids )
I thought of doing my own artwork (from high school because I'm not creative anymore XD), but now it's late and I'm lazy and I have pictures of others' pretty art already on my computer and ready to go.
Day 17 - An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.) )
There's more than one song out there that makes me feel emotional (though no song has of itself made me shed tears), but I'll just pick the one I've listened to most recently.
Day 16 - A song that makes you cry (or nearly) )
A fanfic by me? A fanfic by someone else? A favorite fanfic? Any fanfic?
Day 15 - A fanfic )
Well ... I don't read a whole lot of non-fiction ...
Day 14 - A non-fictional book )
Oops, I almost forgot to do an entry today ... honestly, I don't really feel like doing an entry. I wrote enough about books when I did my favorite books list, I think. Oh, well.
Day 13 - A fictional book )
I find these "whatever" days difficult ...
Dreams, inconsistent angel things )
We didn't have a digital camera until 2002, so my options were either to scan in an old pic ... or use one that some family friends posted on facebook. Naturally, I chose the latter.
Day 10 - A photo of you taken over 10 years ago )
I have taken many photos that I like -- most of them more for the photo's content (friends that are dear to me, an amazing place I visited, a particularly delicious and beautiful thing I ate) than the aesthetics of the photograph itself. I can't really be an objective judge of my own photography (I'm an amateur and have no idea what to look for), so I have no idea which pictures of mine are best from that standpoint. I only know what I like best.
Day 9 - A photo you took )
OK, there are a lot of pictures out there that make me angry/sad, but most of them ... I would rather not put up here or talk about because of said feelings. So, I'm going for something a little ... lighter.
Day 8 - A photo that makes you angry/sad )
I was going to post a run-of-the-mill cute kitty picture, but then I remembered this gem.
Day 7 - A photo that makes you happy )


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